Smile..

I really hope i can give the most sincere smile today...

Since i'm gonna give you the fake smile.. could be for the whole day..

Please be sincere lain kali.. coz i hurt me ok??

Life is too short

They say it takes....

a minute to find a special person....

an hour to appreciate them...

a day to love them....

BUT entire life...

to FORGET them...

Mama i Love u..

She used to be my only enemy and never let me be free
Catching me in places that i knew i should'nt be
Every other day i crossed the line i didn't mean to be so sad
i never thought you would become the friend i never had
Back then i didn't know why
Why you were misunderstood
So now i see through your eyes
All that you did was love

Mama i Love you
Mama i care
Mama i love you
Mama my friend
you're my friend

I didn't want to hear it then but i'm not ashamed to say it now
Everyy little thing you said and did was right for me
I had a lot of to think about, about the way i used to be
Never then i didn't know why
Why you were misunderstood

So now u see through your eyes, all that you did was love
Mama, i love you
Mama i care
Mama i love you
Mama, my firend,
You're my friend

But now i'm sure i know why
Why you were misunderstood
So now i can see through your eyes
All i can give to you is love

Mama i love you, Mama i care
Mama i love you, Mama, my friend
You're my friend.....

with love, your daughter... :)

Three days weekend

Salam

ehm.. just nak share cerita..

Jumaat : 29 April 2011 : around 7.45pm

- Location : My office, Seri Kembangan
- Terima sms : mentioned : Wali kene 'tarik" , kami otw ke hosp

- i called my sister immediately.. ask her to:

1. buka cermin tingkap kereta (supaya udara & angin malam masuk & boleh menyejukkan badan dia)

2. keep on calling his/wali's name.. (just to make sure dia tak pengsan @ tak sedarkan diri)

3. tinggikan kedudukan kepala dia & bagi dia baring dalam keadaan mengiring.. (in case dia muntah @ tersedak, air/muntah takkan masuk ke saluran udara yg akan terus ke paru2 dia.. situasi ni akan buat baby lemas....)

- as what my sister said, mata wali memandang ke atas.. dia kekejangan, kaki & tgn keras,
mengerang seolah2 nak menangis, tapi tak keluar..- my sister asked me to call walli's name.. & i called him, & he seems wanted to cry.. tapi tangisan tak lepas....

- seriously, i was crying at the office.. huhu since aku ada pengalaman 2 kali berdepan dgn
situasi dimana wali diserang "tarik".. seriusly, horror experience .... u will never how to explain

it, until u face it...

- for those yg pernah berdepan dgn situasi ni, maybe korang akan ada idea, on apa yg perlu dibuat.. & for sure, the most important thing yg korang perlu sediakan diri korang adalah, "JANGAN PANIK!!"

- Based on Dr's advices, dia claims yg ramai ibu bapa akan panik bila berdepan dgn situasi ni.. & diorang tak tau nak buat apa, bila tgk anak dah pucat & kaku camtu...

- the fact is, kita kene kontrol diri kita & try to handle the situation dgn sebaik mungkin...

- Alhamdulillah, pengalaman sebagai Ahli PBSM sewaktu sek menengah, sedikit sebanyak membantu aku menghadapi situasi "kaget" ni.. & ada jugat baca blog perubatan yg bg tips2 untuk berdepan dgn situasi ni... blog.. ummusaif.. (link, refer kat list blog/web kat blog sy ya)

- byk jugak website yg aku pernah baca before ni.. so, sedikit sebanyak, ia sgt membantu.. & tak lupa jugak petua org tua2 / org lama berkenaan cara berdepan dgn isu2 ni.. huhu

2. Saturday : 30 April 2011 : Pagi - ptg

- pagi2 dah ke hosp Az Zahrah, Bangi.. bwk b/fast 4 my bro, sista in-law & Wali... then terus ke office..

- 3.45pm - kuar office & terus balik umah... rehat jap.. then msk & g hosp balik...

- stay kat hosp smpai mlm...

3. Sunday : 1st May 2011 : Pagi sesudah subuh

- Dapat sms, "Dr kata wali tak boleh balik lg.. graf suhu badan dia pelik, Dr nak observe dulu keadaan dia.." huhu

- Aku & adik2 ke hosp semula.. bwk b/fast & beli mainan skit tuk wali... & stay there...

- ptg, balik umah.. masak2 4 dinner & g hosp balik... stay smpai mlm..

- just nak hiburkan Tuan Putera... since kalau dia main dgn gumbira, suhu badan dia akan ok.. means, takkan naik dgn mengejut..

4. Monday : 2nd May 2011 : Pagi

- Alhamdulillah, Dr izinkan wali balik.. dgn syarat, dia kene berulang ke hosp selama 2 hari, untuk follow-up treatment & suntikan antibiotik.. (walaupun antibiottik ni tak elok untuk kanak2, since dia ada long-term effect yg sgt tak bgs.. even Dr tak suggest amik antibiotik ni.. cuma once the baby was warded, atas sebab demam panas, baby tu akan terima suntikan antibiotik tu.. huhu cannot avoid ma...)

- Wali balik rumah dgn happy nya.. dia salam & bg flying kiss kat semua nurse yg jaga dia.. Tak lupa juga Dr Nazim, Dr. Pakar Kanak2 Hospital Az-Zahrah Bangi...

- Pujian harus diberi kepada Servis Hosp ni.. bagus, bersih, teratur & menerapkan ciri2 Hosp islamik terbaik setakat ni.. setiap ptg, akan ada seorang Ustazah bacakan doakan untuk setiap pesakit.. kalau tak silap, ustazah ni, ada background Darul Syifa', iaitu.. perubatan Islam...

- Alhamdulillah, wali dah ok & selamat kat umah.. cuma berkenaan suhu badan dia... kami alert dgn apa2 jua kemungkinan yg akan berlaku... :(

it's him

Salam..

ehm....
He called me last week..
After almost 2 years, he finally called me...
last 2 years, he called me.. & there is not much things to talk on..
But on the latest phone conversation, we talk much.. huhu
A lot of things been discussed...

The conversation had remind me all the memories, even the memories since the first time i knew him...
15 years ago....

From that momment, he never failed to take a good care about me, my feelings & even my studies..
And now, giving support for me to proceed with my career....
Keep on giving me supports to live a life... huhu

During our last conversation, i start to realized somethings...
He is still the one that i knew since before..
The same person.. the same character... the same him...

Never thought that i will knew someone like him...
Syukur Alhamdulillah....

InsyaAllah, i will take a good care for this relationship... till the end...

*Never neglect someone who care about you... before you regret it forever...

My personal life

Salam

Just nak buat statement

Naturally, i'm the one who love privacy toooo much.. on certain / specific things la..

Tapi, once you get involved in a job, that require you to exposed your phone number & email to others.. ther will be no more privacy... :(

Seriously, sangat tak suka.. especially, when people / unknown numbers calling you during weekend & when you are spending your time with the loved one...

Yang tak boleh tahan, bila call, banyak pulak soalannya... smpai siap tanya soalan personal bla bla bla... FYI, stalker pon ada tau?? hehe yg ni kira kes terpencil la.. sebab special kes.. lawak, tapi cukup tuk buat aku naik hangin.. hehe Then, free2 je dapat treatment tak best dari aku.. hihi jahat kan aku ni :)

Pernah jugak la.. aku off phone during weekend & bila2 aku amik cuti.. huhu since geram sgt dgn diorang2 ni.. tak reti ke nak hormat skit masa2 lapang org lain?

Please do call me only during office hour... TQ

18.04.11 / 12.04.11

Post ni sepatutnya di post pada 12 April 2011.. Tapi 18 April 2011 baru sempat nak post.. takpe la.. hentam saja... :)

16 April 2011 : Ad-hoc Gathering

* Me, Asma, Tyra Beng & Fiza The best!!

26th March 2011 : Majlis Kesyukuran & Majlis naik buaian Nur Aleesya..

* Hari Persaraan Teacher Zaliha... mcm artis kan?? hehe

*Hadiah yg Mak terima : Guru Penyayang bape tahun berturut2 la katakan.. <3

19 March 2011 : Broga Hill : Office's Activity

31st January 2011 : Birthday Celebration for my Lovely Lil Bro..

Salam

Sebenarnya ada isu kontroversi yg nak di post.. tapi since malas nak serabutkan kepala dgn memikirkannya.. better for me to story morry about something else.. somethings yg tak memerlukan proses memikirkan yg teruk.. hehe (ayat org tgh weng)..

ok la, just nak share gambar2 aktiviti baru2 ni.. just enjoy d show!!