Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim....

Ya Allah..

Berilah kekuatan kepada hambaMu ini...

Supaya aku lebih bersemangat dan tabah dalam menempuh dugaan yang datang..

Berilah aku kekuatan untuk meneruskan perjuanangan ini dan kekuatan untuk mempertahankan hak aku sebagai seorang manusia...

Sesungguhnya Engkau adalah Maha Bijaksana lagi Maha Mengetahui akan segala kejadian dan takdir seseorang insan...

*Totally not in a good condition.... keep on thinking... what should i do???

* Perlukan nasihat & sokongan kalian.....

TQ....

Salam

Bangau oh bangau...

Bangau oh bangau, mengapa engkau kurus?
Macam mana aku tak kurus, ikan tak mahu timbul..

Ikan oh ikan, kenapa tak mahu timbul?
Macam mana aku nak timbul, rumput panjang sangat..

Rumput oh rumput, kenapa panjang sangat?
Macam mana aku tak panjang, kerbau tak makan aku..

Kerbau oh kerbau, kenapa tak makan rumput?
Macam mana aku nak makan, perut aku sakit..

Perut oh perut, kenapa engkau sakit??
Macam mana aku tak sakit, makan nasi mentah..

Nasi oh nasi, mengapa engkau mentah?
Macam mana aku tak mentah, kayu api basah..

Kayu oh kayu, kenapa engkau basah??
Macam mana aku tak basah, hujan timpa aku..

Hujan oh hujan, kenapa kau timpa kayu??
Macam mana aku tak timpa kayu, katak panggil aku..

Katak oh katak, mengapa panggil hujan?
Macam mana aku tak panggil, ular nak makan aku..

Ular oh ular, kenapa nak makan katak?
Macam mana aku tak makan, MEMANG MAKANAN AKU!!!


* sama-sama kita ambil iktibar dari lagu rakyat ini.....

..yang terlintas difikiran.....

Happy momment ever (^_^)v

*Korang pekabo??? sehat ke sume???

* Miss u gurls!!!

*My lil prince.... Mutawalli

*My lil princess... Basyirah....

*My lil twins & Mr Aqil..... Ultraman & rasaksa yang sedang menyerah diri (kat tengah tu)

*My lovely happy family...... (,")

* Pendek kata... rindu kat semuanya...

Sekian, wassalam

Awaken

We were given so many prizes
we changes the desert into oasis
We built buildings of different lengths and sizes
And we felt so very satisfied

We bought and bought
We could.'t stop buying
We gave charity to the poor 'cause
We couldn't stand their crying
We thought we paid our duties
But the fact
To ourselves we're just lying

Oh...i'm walking with my head lowered in shame from my place
i'm walking with my head lowered from my race
Yes it's easy to blame everything on the west
When the fact all focus should be on ourselves

We were told what to buy and we'd bought
We went to London, Paris and..
We made show we were seen in the most exclusive shops
Yes we felt so very satisfied

We felt our money gave us infinite power
We forgot to teach our children about history and honor
We didn't have any time to lose
When we were.. (were)
So busy feeling so satisfied

I'm walking with my head lowered in shame from my place
i'm walking with my head lowered from my race
Yes it's easy to blame everything on the west
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves

We became the visuals without a soul
despite the heat
Our homes felt so empty and cold
To fill the emptiness
We bought and bought
Maybe all the fancy cars
And bling will make us feel satisfied

My dear brother and sister
It's time to change inside
Open your eyes
Don't throw away what's right aside
Before the day comes
When there's nowhere to run and hide

Now ask yourself cause Allah's watching you
is He satisfied??
Is Allah satisfied??
Is Allah Satisfied??
Is Allah satisfied????

I'm walking with my head lowered in shame from myplace

I'm walking with my head lowered from my race...

Why people keep on asking the same question???

Why???

Walaupun jarang-jarang berjumpa, tetapi itulah soalan yang paling gemar ditanya. Secara jujurnya, aku akan cuba mengelak dari menjawab "such question"... Dan jika aku ada jawapannya, sudah pasti tanpa ragu-ragu, akanku kabarkan pada kalian... BUT then, i've got no answer at all... bukan nak katakan jawapan... klu pon takde....

Oleh yang demikian... diharap, jangan lah bertanya soalan yang sama berulang kali... just to inform, aku pun manusia biasa... ada perasaan.. untuk terasa.. untuk kecil hati.. untuk marah (maybe)... Hope pihak-pihak yang berkenaan faham...

Since aku tak pernah bertanyakan korang soalan yang sama... so please do not ask me the same question as well... "what u give, u get back"

Aku yakin dan percaya... segala yang berlaku semestinya bersebab & disertakan hikmah tersendiri... by which... kemungkinan besar, belum lagi masa nya.. dan ada sebab Allah belum kurniakan aku segala impian yang diimpikan oleh setiap umat manusia... Oleh yang demikian.... please be positive atas apa saja yang berlaku pada anda...including me.. (^_^)

InsyaAllah.... bila dah tiba masanya... segala persoalan itu akan terjawab jua...

Sekian, wassalam

* jiwang skit... tapi jujur....

Hold my hand....

I hear the flower's kinda crying loud
The breeze's sound is sad
Oh no...
Tell me when did we become
So cold and empty inside
Lost a way long time ago
Did we really turn that blind
We don't see that we keep hurting each other no
All we do is just fight

Now we share the same bright sun, the same round moon
Why don't we share the same love
Tell me why not
Life is shorter than most have thought

Hold my hand
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand
Turn around and see what we`ve left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit of me and you
For another chance
And let's pray for a beautiful world
A beautiful world I share with you

Hold my hand....

Children seem like they've lost their smile
On the new blooded playgrounds
Oh no...
How could we ignore
heartbreaking crying sounds
And we're still going on
Like nobody really cares
And we just stopped feeling all the pain because
Like it's a daily basic affair

Now we share the same bright sun, the same round moon
Why don't we share the same love
Tell me why not
Life is shorter than most have thought

Hold my hand
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand
Turn around and see what we`ve left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit of me and you
For another chance
And let's pray for a beautiful world
A beautiful world I share with you

No matter how far I might be
I'm always gonne be your neighbour
There's only one small planet where to be
So I'm always gonna be your neighbour
We cannot hide, we can't deny
That we're always gonna be neighbours
Your neighbour, my neighbour
We're neighbours

So hold my hand
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand
Turn around and see what have left behind

So hold my hand
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand
Turn around and see what we`ve left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit of me and you
For another chance
And let's pray for a beautiful world
A beautiful world I share with you

Holla.....

Salam

Sudah sekian lama aku tidak melawat & menulis apa2 didalam blogku ini... sebenarnya sengaja aku Privatekan status blogku ini... sekadar untuk mendapatkan sedikit privacy dan mungkin mahu membuat sedikit perubahan (perhaps!!). Tapi rasanya, tak banyak perubahan yang telah dilakukan.. since aku yang agak sibuk dengan pelbagai hal2 kerja & family...

19 February 2010

Salam again...

For second time, i will try my best to finish out sekurang-kuranya satu page post for this month nye post. Honest to say... aku teramat sibuk... as being expected earlier... this year gonna b a busy year for me.. (ape yang aku mengarot ni).. Sememangnya ini adalah nature kerjayaku. sememangnya perlu bersedia untuk "on-call" setiap masa.. (including weekend : excluded waktu malam) bila2 masa, akan ada tugasan baru yang dtg... either through sms or email... em...

Setakat ini, aku masih mampu berhadapan dengan situasi... cuma untuk bulan ini (february), aku telah berjaya mengambil 1 MC & 1 EL dek kerana masalah kesihatan.. dan selalu berharap sistem imunisasiku ini akan mampu untuk menempuh cabaran pada masa hadapan..InsyaAllah..

Setakat ini, belum berfikir untuk apply kerja lain, since i love this job very much... But then, baru-baru ini ada la isi borang KPLI.... sekadar memenuhi permintaan ayah bonda yang tercinta... kalau ada rezeki, kemungkinan besar untuk aku mengubah profession,..dan aku perlu bersiap sedia untuk menyambung pelajaran di dalam bidang pendidikan untuk tempoh satu tahun... dan tidak lupa.. besar kemungkinan akan berpindah angin meninggalkan Semenanjung Malaysia.... "am i ready for such drastic changes??? i've got no idea..." (ni semua cerita, kalau aku dapat KPLI...kalau tak dapat, cerita2 ini hanyalah khayalan semata-mata..)

Buat teman-teman yang dirindui... FYI, i'allah dengan izin Tuhan, aku akan turun UIA esok... untuk sama2 menyaksikan IPAC bersama anda semua... Kita jumpa disana ye... :D dan for those yang officially dijemput for our gathering on this coming Saturday.... " saya tak sabar nak jumpa kalian...hope, its gonna b the BEST gathering ever to all of us... (^_^)v"

ok la..nak sambung wat keje.... All the best to all of u.... Take care... Assalamualaikum..

*ALL THE BEST to all my lil bro n sista yang akan menjayakan IPAC2010.... CHAYOK!!!!!!
* LUNCHSTERS : C ya!!!! (^_^)v